Apologe

 

I have put more burden than an ox can bear, the many blows I've delt breaking you and then stitching you together, with medicine and hospital care.

My greed has made you beat ten times faster than you are ment to.

Even the rest and pleasures I take are a pain for you.

Inspite of all this and more, you have done all you could without missing a beat.

Even when you cried out in pain to just slow down the pace I gave a deaf ear to your feeble requests.

Today all that I can say, is a sorry for all the foolish acts of mine.

Dear heart forgive me my follies if life does give me a chance I will care for you and make-up for all the beats you have painfully delivered to keep my body and soul together.


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