Realization

I thought I was great doing great, interfering in others business. Poking my nose to straighten others. 
Time went by a bloated ego was my prize. Then one eve by mistake or creators grace I looked within.
Instead of a golden glow, I saw a sewer filled with stinking hatred jealousy and rotting pride.
I fell on my knee tears in my eyes realizing I was worse than most of the people I advised.

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